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    Took Int the shitty-shark to vet yesterday. She has not lost weight. But also not gained. Got some pill pockets to try to make drugging her easier, and some perscription, higher protein, food.

    Yesterday I did not hit movement target but I did get a lot in. Did some isometric holds (bear, etc) and my yoga in morning. Then Kinder and Anthem both at lv3 while watching videos LOL.

    Heading to the "woods" today, lol. Let's see how I keep up w things.

    Movement (90 mins +)
    French lessons
    Home maintenance
    Get up on time
    Maintain hygiene
    Composed Outfit
    Leave fucking apt
    Constructive relaxation

    Current streak 94

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      I am glad she hasn't lost any more weight, this is a good thing...Fancy Feast also has some good high protein options.

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        Just dropping a post here before anyone starts asking if I"m ok.

        I'm not ok.

        I will eventually be ok but it will be awhile.

        My father died yesterday.

        Just bad dominos. Different complications adding up. His body was just too tired. He was feeling better the last week, spent all week planning and cooking for a dinner party he was supposed to have last night, then was in the emergency room late friday and it was downhill.

        We will have a memorial eventually. He is being donated to science (he set it up) and will be cremated. When step mom gets him back we will do something at home.

        I am worried about her and wondering if it would be better or worse for both of us if I went to visit right now.


        I am on a girls trip with a good friend and her friends who I barely know, and I just after we finish the elevated obstacle course (I got actively stuck and had to be dragged through 2/11 obstacles., it was type 2 fun) my brother called me.

        So, bc HE had been planning for a dinner party, and bc he always prided himself on cooking awesome things over camp fires instead of just doing your basic hotdogs, and bc I needed to distract myself, I made a feast over our "campfire" (fire pit w a grill grate to swing over) last night for everyone. Apple crisp cooked in a tinfoil dutch oven, roasted corn salad, jalepeno/bacon popper things, asparagus, sausages.

        I couldn't even hug my father the last time I saw him bc of this stupid fucking pandemic and my country's politicized mishandling of it.

        My habits are shot to shit, altho I should probably be using them to stabalize myself.

        streak 96

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            I'm so sorry. I hope yours and your family's recovery will be wholesome

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              So sorry to hear of your loss, sincerest condolences to you ‘rin, and all your family.

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                Very sorry to hear that, hugs to you, your mom and sibling (s?) . Take good care of yourself though, even if you don't feel like it.

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                  🙏

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                    condolence

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                      I'm sorry

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                          Condolences 🙏

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                            I'm so sorry 'rin .

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                              Oh, my dear, I am so very sorry to hear this..it makes me tearful just to read it.....losing your dad is just the most devastating thing imaginable. All your best intentions go out the window when a parent dies, as I painfully remember.
                              I would like to say, that if you can do it, and if you are close to your stepmom, going to see her sooner rather than later would be good. It would be helpful for you both. Regardless of the pandemic. Even, you might just say fuck the pandemic, and hold her close.
                              I cannot even imagine losing a parent during this. Every time I see her, I’ve had to hold my stepmom while she cried over her little sister’s sudden death 3 weeks ago. Coming up on 5 years since my own mom died, reading your post makes me cry to think about any of it.
                              Do take care of your most basic needs first, @‘rin: eat, sleep, keep clean, and try to be nice to your spouse. Beyond that....let yourself be. Hugs to you🙆🏻‍♀️🥺

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