I'm feeling pretty bad about myself and life in general today. I've worked as a temp for about a year now. Took a job, it turns out it is not full time. Oops. Also, thought working before for a competitor meant I would have the skill set needed to just jump right in. I was not ready. No need to dwell and rant on it too much, but I think the worst part was when the office manager had to come back after her shift to pick up the slack, I was that far behind. So I have a job, may or may not be able to keep, and only making about half what I need for rent and bills as is.
The plan is to go in early tonight and practice with the software. Then job search in the mornings. Keep pushing through the fear until something changes.
The plan is to go in early tonight and practice with the software. Then job search in the mornings. Keep pushing through the fear until something changes.
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