I am starting on a new path to better health. I have tried and been successful for a time, then I fall off the wagon. The one time I was really consistently successful for a long time has been when I've been accountable (to someone else). Recently, I have been wondering why it hasn't been sticking. I listened to a podcast that said I need to find my "WHY". Why do I want to be healthier? And then they revealed something that may have been holding me back- they said the REAL WHY could be embarrassing... So here are my WHYs:
* I have moderate/serious eczema- I itch all day, every day. I did WHOLE30 in January and found some definite food triggers- there are a bunch of them, like land mines. Sugar (duh). Alcohol (duh). Rice- SO BAD, also triggers asthma. Soy. Wheat. Dairy. and I think now I'm allergic to eggs- had a reaction to the flu vaccine this year- big welt and rash, still there a month later. But this isn't enough to keep me on the straight and narrow.
* I want to reduce my inflammation load- I have digestive issues, skin issues, stress, and I know it's eroding my long-term health.
* I have gained weight. I am no longer the woman I was before I had my son. I am not enjoying myself in the mirror.
* I've given up and given in for others, raised my son, take care of my family, sacrificed for work, put others first (ALWAYS), and did not leave time for myself. I need to re-learn how to do that.
* but the real WHY, the secret one- is that I have low self-confidence. I want to feel confident about myself, and I feel like having a body I've worked to care for will give me that.
About a year ago, I did the FOUNDATION workout. I enjoyed it actually, and then lost my way. I found a log format that I liked, and I used it as a hand-written log to measure my progress. It helped me to see why some days were hard (no sleep maybe?) and others felt easier. It also helped me to monitor progress and keep motivated to push forward. So I will do that again, will post the template later tonight so I can copy/paste into my online log here. I'm also going to try to gamify my workout with the Age of Pandora. I am out of shape, but I know I can complete level 1 workouts in full, so will start there.
I am really hoping to find some tough love out there. While encouragement is great, and we all need it, what works best for me is encouragement with a little finger wag along with it. Help me to question what doesn't seem to be working, call me out if I slack off, offer advice if I struggle. And if you want to join in, I'd love to have someone to enter the post-apocalyptic world with me! Thanks for listening.
* I have moderate/serious eczema- I itch all day, every day. I did WHOLE30 in January and found some definite food triggers- there are a bunch of them, like land mines. Sugar (duh). Alcohol (duh). Rice- SO BAD, also triggers asthma. Soy. Wheat. Dairy. and I think now I'm allergic to eggs- had a reaction to the flu vaccine this year- big welt and rash, still there a month later. But this isn't enough to keep me on the straight and narrow.
* I want to reduce my inflammation load- I have digestive issues, skin issues, stress, and I know it's eroding my long-term health.
* I have gained weight. I am no longer the woman I was before I had my son. I am not enjoying myself in the mirror.
* I've given up and given in for others, raised my son, take care of my family, sacrificed for work, put others first (ALWAYS), and did not leave time for myself. I need to re-learn how to do that.
* but the real WHY, the secret one- is that I have low self-confidence. I want to feel confident about myself, and I feel like having a body I've worked to care for will give me that.
About a year ago, I did the FOUNDATION workout. I enjoyed it actually, and then lost my way. I found a log format that I liked, and I used it as a hand-written log to measure my progress. It helped me to see why some days were hard (no sleep maybe?) and others felt easier. It also helped me to monitor progress and keep motivated to push forward. So I will do that again, will post the template later tonight so I can copy/paste into my online log here. I'm also going to try to gamify my workout with the Age of Pandora. I am out of shape, but I know I can complete level 1 workouts in full, so will start there.
I am really hoping to find some tough love out there. While encouragement is great, and we all need it, what works best for me is encouragement with a little finger wag along with it. Help me to question what doesn't seem to be working, call me out if I slack off, offer advice if I struggle. And if you want to join in, I'd love to have someone to enter the post-apocalyptic world with me! Thanks for listening.
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