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    21/04/21

    2-min warm up

    OX attempted with 5kg
    at work the rest of the day

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      22/04/21 - Thursday

      2-Min Warm Up

      Piece of Cake, level 1

      Pushups
      10/10/10

      I might try to get some more done throughout the day to get up to 60 total
      i'm thinking of trying the 100 pushups a day in may challenge for a charity campaign, but i'm not 100% sure i'll do it yet, i think if i can do 100 pushups on a good day, this week then i might shoot for it, 100 sounds pretty hard to do though.

      i noticed that there's been a fair few campaigns like that starting for may atm, it seems too convenient to be coincidental lol, but that's great and just in time for the outdoors to be basically open again

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        Last night at work was horrible i fuking hate that place I think i'd rather kms than go back at this point, honestly I can't fucking cope anymore I can't do it that manager is so fucking vile her behaviour is fucking sickening
        I ended up not being able to eat anything on my break because I was too stressed out, and when I had a drink from the drinks machine I ended up throwing up

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          23/04/21 Friday - casual/cardio

          2-Min Warm up

          10/10/10 pushups
          I don't have the energy to even exist rn

          idk man
          I feel like garbage and all I want to do is curl up in a ball and die, I can't go back to work I can't do it anymore I really really can't cope with it anymore I'm supposed to start work in 20 mins but I wont be going in... I can't. honestly I can't do it.

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            I'm so sorry you work situation is so bad. I hope you come up with a solution soon.

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              basecamp thinly veiled work-related blackmail because I brought up that she makes me anxious is just not something I can deal with tbh Doesn't help that there was a manager above her position witnessing it who didn't say a thing. Her also saying blatant lies in attempt to get me sacked....
              I've already tried finding a solution for me to keep working honestly the managers who actually run the store are great but lets be honest, are they going to believe me or the manager who's in charge of hiring people.
              I'd rather eat just beans and rice and be on benefits for the rest of my life than go back at this point

              24/04/21

              2-Min Warm Up

              Ox Workout, level 1
              about 5kg weight

              Pushups
              10
              honestly I'm just not feeling it today.

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                If I quit I wouldn't be entitled to income support from the gov, which fucking sucks, so I'd probably be able to last about 12 months on my savings if I cut out my luxuries..., but I'd run my savings down to near nothing...
                ugh I feel stuck

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                  25/04/21

                  2-min warm up

                  Right Place, Right Time, level 1

                  Pushups???
                  None when posted

                  I've printed off 2 versions of my resignation, one has 3 weeks notice and the other is with immediate effect. I'll give yself a week to think a bit more about it though. The manager I have an issue with will be gone before the end of my 3-week notice period so I'm not sure what to do tbh

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                    Do you think you could find a new job before you resign?

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                      Originally posted by basecamp View Post
                      Do you think you could find a new job before you resign?
                      I am looking around and applying but I'm burnt out tbh, maybe I just need a break from work or something but it's hard, at the moment I'm struggling with basic things, like getting the washing up done, or getting the clothes in the washing machine in the morning before work...
                      If I left I wouldn't be just lazing around all day, I'd probably be spending it trying to get other things in my life in order and try to figure out ways to keep things manageable for myself. Right now there's dishes that need cleaning and the fridge... and the living room... and my bedroom and bathroom (basically everywhere to be honest) though I also know that's wishful thinking about productivity. I'd need to get myself out the house a bit, and hopefully get my shit together.
                      My partner was saying if I quit they wouldn't mind paying more towards bills while I figure something out, which I feel bad that they'd have to consider that at all, but honestly I feel like that place is going to kill me.
                      I didn't consider my partner's money or income when I was figuring out how long I can afford to be jobless for, because I don't want to have to rely on them paying the majority of stuff when they're in education at the moment.

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                        26/04/21

                        2-min warm up

                        Back&Biceps Express
                        the paiiin

                        pushups? I though I'd try a count down from 10 in pushups and see how it goes doing that for a while and eventually think about working it back up to 10 after done throughout the day
                        10/9/8/7/6/5/4/3/2/1 (55 total)
                        *Bold is not currently complete

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                          27/04/21

                          2-min warm up

                          got through 1 and a half sets of Starting Point before my housemate decided to pretend to record me which now I can't fucking focus now

                          yey...



                          edit: I Set the timer to go off after 60s to let me relax a little before restarting but Now I just feel like I wanna cry now

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                              28/04/21
                              Yesterday I ended up going for a long walk (2.5 hrs?) around the nearby lake, it really helped to clear my head a bit and let go of some of my anxieties (atleast for the moment, which is still an improvement)
                              Got to adventure through some of the trees around the lake too which was fun ‚Äč wish I'd worn better shoes for it though haha

                              2-min warm up

                              OX workout, level 1





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                              29/04/21
                              Yesterday boss man decided to talk to me about the issue I'm having with the crappy manager, said she's not going to be working this week so I should just ride it out basically and then excused all her behaviours as joking.
                              So I'm going to do just that, ride it out, she's not given me the email we''re supposed to have had about interviews for promotions, so I think I can safely assume less than a week before the interviews are due, that I will not be having an interview.
                              I basically got told if I'm not going to do anything about it don't talk about shit.
                              apparently me talking to managers about the issue is me not doing anything about it, apparently it's just stirring shit.
                              then I basically got accused of bullying another staff member who's friends with the manager I've been having issues with???? (which is the "Multiple complaints" I've apparently had according to the manager I'm having issues with)
                              great start
                              great
                              just
                              dandy


                              2-Min Warm Up

                              Up & Down Workout

                              Push Ups?

                              why should I bother with anything really
                              I'll see how this next week goes, and if I don't feel any better I'll update the notice letter and just leave it in the office addressed to boss man.

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                                30/04/21

                                2-Min Warm Up (Done twice)

                                Upperbody Stretch

                                Not really feeling it but I'm also aching everywhere so I'm going to let myself relax a little and got for a short 20min walk before work I think

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