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    Good luck with the fellowship application!

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      Tendon + , chest and back light.

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      Out of bed before 7 0/1
      Composed outfit 1/1
      French Lesson 1/1
      Write/Job hunt 1/1

      Current Streak 260

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        Walked.

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        Out of bed before 7 0/2
        Composed outfit 2/2
        French Lesson 2/2
        Write/Job hunt 2/2

        Current Streak 261

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            I am still sitting at the bottom of a pit, but I seem to have at least located materials that I could conceivably use to build a ladder. Thankfully, I tossed the shovel OUT of the pit some time ago and have been too lazy to dig with my hands so at least I have not made my situation worse. Idk if I am going to build the ladder just yet or continue to research building methods. Stay tuned.

            Met some gym friends at the park today for a cardio "step" workout, which was nice. Sent my resume to a cousin who's company has an opening for a forum moderator, which *I* think customer service skills apply to. Have a zoom thing tomorrow with an insurance company for some random sales support gig bc they saw my resume one of the 10000 places I put it online (this is not super interesting to me but I need a fucking job so let's see what they pay ...). Going to actually cook dinner today, last week included a lot of takeout. Getting some progress on next book. etc. I feel simultaneously as tho I am doing a hell of a lot and as though I am being as lazy as a cat.


            Habits
            Out of bed before 7 1/3
            Composed outfit 3/3
            French Lesson 3/3
            Write/Job hunt 3/3

            Current Streak 262

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              I have become so familiar with the pit. I think the damn thing is filling up with water...if i can tread long enough...

              Keep your head up Rin

              Turn your face towards the sun
              Let the shadows fall behind you
              Don't look back, just carry on
              And the shadows will never find you
              (from I song that I really am into right now)

              Rooting for you!

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                Thanks Trbrat75

                Had a fucking weird job hunting moment this morning. Got self all dressed and moved shit for a nicer looking background for what I thought was a 1 on 1 zoom meeting for an office manager gig that a recruiting reached out to me abt. NO. It was a group presentation (that I left my camera off for along w 2/3 of the group) about how I could be an independent contractor making cold calls to sell supplimental insurance. With no benefits, no paid training, and not even draw vs just comission. What the actual fuck? So you want me to sell insurance but you won't insure me? I sat through the presentation and sent the recruiter a take-me-off-your-list >.> I'm now out in the forest on a picnic bc I hate ppl. (Walking here counts as workout.)


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                Out of bed before 7 2/4
                Composed outfit 4/4
                French Lesson 4/4
                Write/Job hunt 4/4

                Current Streak 263

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                  That's such a scammy situation! Glad you told them to get lost!

                  Here are some positive vibes bringing you luck for the next job option!

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                    You and a bunch of other people?!? Sounds like a pitch for a pyramid scheme🤮
                    You are so much better than that. How’s the masters program option looking?
                    Also, sending positive vibes for the pit ladder building

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                      Thanks Anek
                      And LOL DorothyMH ... in the back of my head I was thinking "if this is how real insurance companies work, no wonder ppl fall for Primerica". Haven't heard back yet from fellowship people. Still fingers crossed for that.

                      Did Builder today and got back to writing.

                      Habits
                      Out of bed before 7 3/5
                      Composed outfit 4/5
                      French Lesson 5/5
                      Write/Job hunt 5/5

                      Current Streak 264

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                        Slept too much, went for a walk, ordered a pile of Indian takeout to eat next few days.

                        Habits
                        Out of bed before 7 3/6
                        Composed outfit 5/6
                        French Lesson 6/6
                        Write/Job hunt 6/6

                        Current Streak 265

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                          I did chest and back light, and walked.
                          I need to get up in the fucking morning. It really sets the tone for my whole day.

                          Habits
                          Out of bed before 7 3/7
                          Composed outfit 5/7
                          French Lesson 7/7
                          Write/Job hunt 7/7

                          Current Streak 266

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                            Walk/groceries.

                            Applied for a few things. Had a bad morning, tho. Use chili-crisps on my eggs this morning and realized it's been almost exactly 6 months since I spoke to my father (who sent my bro and I both jars of if after buying one himself during 1st lockdown so we were all cooking w same ingredient). Started crying and lost my morning.

                            Habits
                            Out of bed before 7 1/1
                            Composed outfit 1/1
                            French Lesson 1/1
                            Write/Job hunt 1/1
                            Leave house 1/1

                            Current Streak 267

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                              Awwww It’s like that. Even after years go by....

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