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    Get well soon!

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        I hope everything's alright and you're doing well.

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          I'm ok thank you lofivelcro just a lot of adjusting to do with the new job and other things going on.

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            Aw, I'm very glad to read this. I had hoped that this was the case, adjusting etc. I was a bit worried here, considering your last post.

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              ok...checkin time. Or vent time, rambling time...whatever. I think I can stay awake long enough lol

              Covid sucked. It zapped me of my energy in a big way. other than that I just felt cruddy for days n days. I got the go ahead from the dr to start my job last Monday, if I felt up to it. I didn't really, I still felt weak, but I went in anyway. OOF i survived, but the first 2 days were pretty rough. Mind you, I left an office job were I sat on my ass all day and maybe got in 5, 6k steps a day average, and that was because of walking stubbs. Now I get an average of 10k before 10am. Talk about an adjustment! My ass is TIRED. I have to go in at 4a (a couple days I got asked to come in at 3am...oi.). Upside is I get off at noon, so plenty of day left, but I'm to tired to do anything so eh. I try and fight that and do things anyways.
              There is a lot to this job. A LOT to learn. Big adjustment all around. Do I like it? Eh, its still overwhelming. So idk yet. But I get lots of walking, sweating, lifting and gruntin' and even a little climbing lol so i get in a workout. I dont remember if I said where I started working...FedEx as a Sr Ops Admin. I work in QA, which is basically quality assurance(or that's how I take it lol). We deal with damaged packages that come through our hub in a variety of ways. We also deal with label issues and plotting addresses(finding which truck a package should go on to reach its destination). So many codes, so much to learn, so many gadgets to use, and different computer programs for different things...all as slow af.

              I'll get it, it'll just take some time. After seeing my first check and reminding myself that that was just for one week, not 15 days lmao...woah...ill adjust.(i get paid weekly instead of twice a month!! YAY)

              In other news: I got a lawyer for the divorce. got it started and paperwork done up, sent him a copy and he flips out over the custody...which, i thought we had agreed on. I have sole custody of our son, and my son can chose if he wants to see his dad or not. Hes 16, hes old enough to choose. (i mean, they haven't spoken to each other since i left, and my ex has only messaged him once). My ex agreed. But now he thinks I am trying to take his rights away...fml. He wants it changed to joint custody with me as the primary custodian. Now, I'm not the smartest cookie in the shed, but that doesn't even make sense. I tried to tell him its not taking his rights away, I have custody and Austin can spend time with him if he wants to, so someone must be feeding him some bs or something, because this wasn't an issue before.
              There is so much more going on here that has me so messed up. From money, to his guilt trips, to this custody thing, to wondering what he really did with the money i gave him to pay off bills...Oh, and the lovely weekend pics i saw of him and his new GF when they rode to pigeon forge for the memorial day weekend. And his comment of how he 'likes his NOW'...then stop giving me grief, seriously! Whats the point?...oh, right, manipulation, guilt and control! Why is he making this harder than it needs to be? I hope one day i will actually get the balls to go off and tell him what I really want to say. I just shut down every time though.
              There is so much more...I'm just reeling. I really wished my headspace was more functional.
              Ok, that is enough venting for now

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                My hike on Memorial Day, I had to get out of my head and what better way!!
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                  Beautiful pictures! What a wonderful place to unwind!

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                    Awesome pictures!

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                      Very beautiful!!

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                        Oh that hike is so beautiful!

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                          That hike looks amazing!! Glad you got the time and place to unwind!

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                            Beautiful picture, and lots of hugs regarding the divorce.

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                              What better way to unwind indeed. Lovely pictures.

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                                Beautiful pictures, as always.
                                I'm not the biggest people person, but I wouldn't be surprised if your ex would do a few more back-and-forth maneuvers in the future. Just seems that way. But it's good to read that you got a lawyer to help you with the legal stuff.
                                Fingers crossed on getting adjusted at the new job. Sounds better than the last one to me, but that's mostly because I like physical work much more than sitting around all day

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