Keep fighting. It's so worth it. I am not a smoker but both my parents were. They quit in the mid 90s in their 50s. Unfortunately, my dad is still paying the price. So. Fight this addiction like hell.
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Baseline Day 16
Level 1.5
Too many cigarettes today, but I acknowledged a trigger. When I have a ton of work (sitting at the computer typing for HOURS) I've always rewarded myself every 60-90 minutes with a smoke break.
Today, because I had cigarettes, I took smoke breaks
I need to take a break with the Juul and then see if I still even want a cigarette. I didn't even utilize that tool today.
Only 10 cigarettes all day, so still a huge decrease. I'm happy with baby steps, but I know I can do better.
StReak: 16 days
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Baseline Day 17
Level 1
This was just lazy. I should have kept going.
Still too many smokes today. Maybe 9? BUT!! Only 4 at home, where yesterday it was 10. Today’s issue was we went to the bar (pub?) for drinks after work and sat there for four hours. Giant trigger.
Work is looking up in general. I’m finally thinking my new freelance contract will be a good fit. They’ve been really slow to review my work to the point that I’ve just been waiting for three days nowbefore I can keep working. After reviewing the FIRST of my files today (finally) the gal emailed me and said, you’re good. Keep typing.
Streak - 17
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Baseline Day 18
Level 1.5
8 cigarettes today! And they’re starting to taste like shitI’m still in my head and thinking I want one, but they’re never as good as I think they’ll be. Hubby is being AMAZING. I married him for a reason
no judgment, no recrimination, no shame or guilt
Streak - 18
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